I'm feeling... Tuesday, Sept. 23, 2003 I don't really know why I am making a diaryland site but I am. For the hell of it I suppose. I'm just telling you all that I am probably not going to update to often, although I would like to. I just don't have all the time in the world. Anywho... Now that that is said and done, on to the weird shit that has no explanation! I don't know where the hell I'm going with this. Strange. Gaming is gong well as far as I can tell. Jer needs to pick up the pace and start smaller gaming groups. That would get games going and keep them going. You see, he had the right idea when he started the Nagah game using nests of 3. But he pushed it way over the edge and included 2 other 3 person nests. Now it is a struggle to get anything done and it is just alot of frustration mixed with a twinge of annoyance. I know that he wants to get all of his friends in the game but it's not worth all of the hassle. We would understand if he would get a few in a game just to keep it simple. God. And on other matters. Allison. Now that is a subject that keeps going over and over in my head. I want to be there for her. She tells me that she hates it where she is and that just makes me want to get her out of there more than ever. But I know that she just hasn't found her nitch there. And with that I keep thinking that if I were up there I could help her and make her life in the city at least tolerable. I really do think that she would like life in the city if she could find things that she could enjoy. But I can't help in that field and that gets to me. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I want to be there for her. ::sigh:: Well thats all I'm going to say for tonight. I fear that if I keep going I will stay up all night again. I have got to force sleep tonight. Goodnight.

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