I'm feeling...
Monday, May. 30, 2005
Hey there guys and gals, it's everyone's most hated asshole, Adam! Yay! I am finally getting around to fixing my site, and all by myself no less! Speaking of the site, check out Gaia Online. It's an online RPG thingy that's kinda getting started. It's anime based so a few of you might not enjoy it. Still, it's something to do. I like it so I put a banner up. Amazing, I know, my first banner. There will be more someday, trust me. But for now, this will be all.
Ok, for me news. My car is proving to be just as expensive as I had thought, plus some. After I get all of the insurance bullshit out of the way as well as getting my plates and all, I still have to get some tubes and stuff for the engine and the radiator. God, I have to drain the coolant when I put the tubes on of course, but damn, I saw the coolant, and, well, dear God, it looked like poop water, that had been sitting in the bowl for a week or so. Apparently it was green when it started out. Ew. After that, I will be paying Steve back, the insurance, and be paying on the car. The way I see it, I'll be setting aside roughly 400 dollars a month for the various payments. I really need to start selling big time. When you get roughly 450 a paycheck during the summer, it can get kind of tight. Oh god, and college. :: shivers at the thought of tuition :: Ah well, I just need to have some willpower and stay the course and everything should work out alright.
In other news, I saw Episode 3, and might I say, it rocked hard baby. It almost made up for the first one and, barely, made up for the second one. Nothing, and I say nothing other than a series of movies depicting the X-Wing series and their amazing adventures could ever, EVER make up for the travesty that is Episode 1.
Anyway, on a more personal level, I think that I am kind of falling for someone. Someone who I shouldn't feel for. Someone I can't. Man, I feel like I am betraying two of the most important people to me. I feel like such a fucking bastard.
So, until her inner light blinds me once again,
Adam "Tyr" Cameron